There have been ups and downs and so many emotions I have felt in the past few months. I know that music is what I love and what I love is supposed to be something I enjoy. Unfortunately, it hasn't been like that for a while. I have felt that I have been portraying two or even three different people: The one who laughs at your jokes, (even if they suck), and tries to please everyone (Kit), the one who is secretly miserable but still is determined enough to not give up in a band (Kat), and the one who is incredibly angry at everything and anything you stick in her face and just wants to tell you off (Klutch).
What I'm saying is, some things have come to an end and ripped me apart, but still some little things have held me together.
For now, *all I want to have* is music.
All I want is someone to sit down with and play music with.
I don't want to have to argue or worry about anything.
I just want the music and the feeling of getting lost in it.
Is that too much to ask?
Until next time, we're done here.
XXX,
-Kat, Kit, & Klutch.
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